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i am fairly agile
ican bend and not break
or i can break and take it with a smile
and i am so resilient
i recover quickly
i'll convince you soon that i am fine..
i hate how nothing works out for me .. ever.
i hate how i take my parents for granted & i hate how im so rediculusly stubborn that i jus read jen's lj and i WONT GO TELL MY PARENTS I LOVE THEM
i hate how i'm nervous for aau because everyones better than me and truthfully basketball is the only constant in my life & i hate how i want to be good so badly.
i hate fate.destiny.luck.true love. >> bullshit words like that, i'm 16 and have yet to find any of those truthful
i hate wen people tell me "good things come to those that wait" .. cuz it's not true.
i hate going to flint hill
i hate taking advantage of having the best friends anyone could ask for and not always being there for them
i hate saying i hate going to flint hill cuz im a spoiled brat thats getting a private school education preparing me for college and im wasting it all away b/c i dont think the people that go ther are "cool enough" UGH.
i hate wen you pray for something and you don't get it .. esp wen you REALLY REALLY want it
i hate being an only child!!
i hate how jealous i am and how judgemental i am towards people i dont even know
i hate how I AM MY OWN WORST ENEMY
i hate how rediculasly superstitious i am about the DUMBEST things
i hate fake girls that get EVERYTHING and why do their lives seem soo easy & good? when they dont deserve it!
i hate how i hate everything and how all weekend ive been wallowing in my own self pitty like a rich little brat.