love me no matter what
well...turns out that i have yet another person worried about my health. "i don't want you to get sick" ...it feels like when i'm around people i MUST eat, to make them stop worrying.and if i make a trip to the bathroom after a meal they start to question me.
i'm tired of it.i know that i have an eating disorder....i usually don't eat. and everytime that i do...i throw up.
jon thinks that i can just stop. well i can't. it's hard to just stop. i have to take little steps...and i want to...but it's really hard.
i'm just trying to say that you guys don't have to worry. i'll get over it...if i go a few days without eating...it's nothing new.
i'm just tired of people telling me that they're worried about me. i'm tired of people telling me that they don't want me to get sick.leave me alone. i'm fine.
i'm tired of it.i know that i have an eating disorder....i usually don't eat. and everytime that i do...i throw up.
jon thinks that i can just stop. well i can't. it's hard to just stop. i have to take little steps...and i want to...but it's really hard.
i'm just trying to say that you guys don't have to worry. i'll get over it...if i go a few days without eating...it's nothing new.
i'm just tired of people telling me that they're worried about me. i'm tired of people telling me that they don't want me to get sick.leave me alone. i'm fine.