Back to the Future or Past....
Well out of the clear blue I just got myself all emo..Yeah i know I’m always emo, but this is more of a continuation of my emo’ness from before. While browsing the web I came across a painful memory, the one person in my life that made me 100% happy poped up out of nowhere. I have been thinking about her alot as I normally do but today was different. I had a dream last night, she was of course in it and it was just a normal dream I would say, but then to find her on the net when i wasn’t looking for her is just a bit….creepy, but not creepy. Took me like 1hr to get the nerve to message her and now I wait…wait to see the response I get. I know shes moved on and is happy now, but I don’t wanna be without her. Weather we are together or just friends its all fine with me. She was the one girl/person I could be around and just be me. I mean I can with gabe and what not, but somehow she was different, like the one person who completes me in a sense. Bah im just to nervous right now I’ll whine about it later.
Emo and counting.....
Emo and counting.....