screw it

[gosu]

went to bed at 2.
gave in at 4.
no sleep for amanda tonight. won't be the first or last time.

half of me wants to catch a bus out of town.
half of me wants to lay down and let it all go to hell.

none of me wants to go to work in four hours. for seven.
i don't care how easy i have it.
i don't feel good right now.

when this all catches up to me, i sure as hell hope i'm not here.