this will be quick and painful...
alot of things have been weighing on my mind lately...
1.) i cant sleep here.. its like i have insomnia. when i do sleep i have bad dreams and all i ever think about is sleeping, but when it comes right down to it.. i cant.
2.) things going on here at WC that i dont want to talk about on here. just people to think about and whats happening.
3.) i miss my friends badly. i didnt think it would hurt this much since i was gone all summer. but its like a dull ache.
4.) i also miss my brother terribly (i spent the summer with him). i mean, i talk to him like everyday, but its still not the same.
5.) i also feel like i have no one to turn to here. like i have my friends and everyone on my hall. but i cant talk like i used to be able to talk to phum or beth or linds.
6.) iv been having this feeling lately that something bad is going to happen. ya, i know its weird, but i cant shake this feeling. i dont know, maybe i am going crazy.
and mike im sorry for bein a bitch to you. you know how much i love to talk to you...
one good thing though, (i think)i was sitting in foundations today and i guess i was staring at this guy... we will just call him, no we arent going to call him anything b/c he might read this one day, b/c my friend leaned over and was like, 'ash are you seriously interested in him?' b/c i had hinted to her before about that. :) hes just this really awesome sweet guy, makes me laugh, but, i cant get into that, right?
thats all for now.
ash
1.) i cant sleep here.. its like i have insomnia. when i do sleep i have bad dreams and all i ever think about is sleeping, but when it comes right down to it.. i cant.
2.) things going on here at WC that i dont want to talk about on here. just people to think about and whats happening.
3.) i miss my friends badly. i didnt think it would hurt this much since i was gone all summer. but its like a dull ache.
4.) i also miss my brother terribly (i spent the summer with him). i mean, i talk to him like everyday, but its still not the same.
5.) i also feel like i have no one to turn to here. like i have my friends and everyone on my hall. but i cant talk like i used to be able to talk to phum or beth or linds.
6.) iv been having this feeling lately that something bad is going to happen. ya, i know its weird, but i cant shake this feeling. i dont know, maybe i am going crazy.
and mike im sorry for bein a bitch to you. you know how much i love to talk to you...
one good thing though, (i think)i was sitting in foundations today and i guess i was staring at this guy... we will just call him, no we arent going to call him anything b/c he might read this one day, b/c my friend leaned over and was like, 'ash are you seriously interested in him?' b/c i had hinted to her before about that. :) hes just this really awesome sweet guy, makes me laugh, but, i cant get into that, right?
thats all for now.
ash