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hey. im updating cause alice said i had to.. and no quiz this time (amen)
well today im feeling rather screwed up. i dunno why, when im outside im all crazy and yay, but then as soon as im inside i feel all like dead and numb i guess, i wanted to laugh and smile but i couldnt move, i was like mesmerised and i felt like i couldnt do anything but sit in silence. im not sad or anything, im actually really happy, i just felt ratherrr... still and peaceful. Peaceful is good sometimes.. but i wanted to be all loud and happy today and it just wouldn't come. Also.. when you're happy and boisterous you always look your best... you look all fresh and everything.. today i got up 15 mins before i left and my eyes still had sleep in them when i was at school, and form then i guess it was destined to be a.. dreary day?
Also... yeah i dunno.
well today im feeling rather screwed up. i dunno why, when im outside im all crazy and yay, but then as soon as im inside i feel all like dead and numb i guess, i wanted to laugh and smile but i couldnt move, i was like mesmerised and i felt like i couldnt do anything but sit in silence. im not sad or anything, im actually really happy, i just felt ratherrr... still and peaceful. Peaceful is good sometimes.. but i wanted to be all loud and happy today and it just wouldn't come. Also.. when you're happy and boisterous you always look your best... you look all fresh and everything.. today i got up 15 mins before i left and my eyes still had sleep in them when i was at school, and form then i guess it was destined to be a.. dreary day?
Also... yeah i dunno.