POEPLE

May 08, 2005 19:41

OK to the people who like posting mean comments....IDC what you think...yeah i know i am fat and ugly!!!ok i'm gunna say i don't deserve KYLE!!!I'm a pice of shit....there are u happy now? god its people like who make people kill themself...so do you like find joy in making other people feel bad b\c that really says something about you if it does! ( Read more... )

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anonymous May 9 2005, 07:22:32 UTC
Originally Posted by gossip_kills_me

POEPLE
OK to the people who like posting mean comments....IDC what you think...yeah i know i am fat and ugly!!!ok i'm gunna say i don't deserve KYLE!!!I'm a pice of shit....there are u happy now? god its people like who make people kill themself...so do you like find joy in making other people feel bad b\c that really says something about you if it does! i mean lifes hard enough on people but for you to go and add more stress on them and make them feel bad and think that they aren't good enough or what ever!!IDC just stop...b\c one of these times your gunna say something to someone and there really going to take it to heart and do something stupid!!So please take what i have written and do it! JUST STOP!!! i know i'm only 14 and haven't even lived through a lot but i know that some people have it real bad and by people like you telling them that there a slut and there fat or what ever else u've been posting to other people its not going to make them feel any better about themself!!!so go ahead keep posting mean comments i'll take em...BRING IT ON!!!!i wanna hear what else u think is wrong with me!!

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(Yoda voice) I sense much anger in you. Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to the DARK SIDE.

If you don't care what people post why are you bothering to post a paragraph in your live journal in response to what they posted? In addition to that illogicality, this particular post was one of your longest, exemplifying that you truly do care and obviously have strong feelings about it. If you truly didn't care you would have ignored it all together. No one can make you feel bad about yourself except for you. No one can make you feel inferior, stupid, "fat," or "ugly" unless you let them make you feel that way. Just take it. You can't please everyone in the world and some people will simply just hate you. That's life. It's the people that truly care about you and love you that matters and that makes life worth living. Not the people that couldn't give a damn about you. Embrace that love and use it as a shield against all those comments. I feel kind of embarassed writing all of this out because I feel like my masculinity is falling away. In all honesty, I don't care too much for you and despite your dishonesty and lack of general morals I still feel as if I should help you out. That is essentially why I am doing this. Not to make fun of you and not to make you feel stupid. We all have our problems. Below I put in a poem that I had to write for AP Language and Rhetoric. It is used as a motivator in order to write college applications. I had to think of my values and what was important to me and then put it into a bio poem. I hope that by doing this I can in some way help you to realize your values and what matters to you and then use that to help you in your future endeavors. Best of luck in the future.

I am
Independence, Imagination, Information
I like music and technology
Philanthropy, Perseverance, Principles are important to me
I find the world filled with opportunity
Sometimes I am pessimistic,
But it impassions me to make change
I love innovation
I can succeed in life
I have ambition
This is I
I am!

Never kill yourself. That is one of the most selfish and stupid things I can think of. I wish I could have shown you what it was like in the Philippines when I went down there for Spring Break. I was without electricity, running water, or even a bed for a week. There were kids who woke up at 5 every morning to work in the sugarcane and rice fields. 8 year old kids! When I was in Manila coming back from Leyte, I spoke with a filipino college student training to be a masseuse. His dream he told me was to "experience the world." He wanted to go to either Europe or the US and practice physical therapy. He most likely will never have that opportunity. In life there is always hope. He has the passion and hope to do incredible things, even if they aren't incredible by mine or your standards. Never give up on hope.

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gossip_kills_me May 9 2005, 09:58:59 UTC
Okay.it doesn't bother me but i just had enough!i never said i was going to kill myslef i just pointed out that one of these days they may say something to someone to make them kill themself..i am not dishonest and i do have morals...the reason i did post that was b\c i thought someone should tell who ever it was commenting that it was pretty much getting really old! and who is this?

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anonymous May 9 2005, 20:24:56 UTC
hey kay, i'm only going to write this because i love you sweetpea. listen, people aren't always what you expect them to be. you're a very mature kid, but there is still a lot you don't know. you have to figure out for yourself that you don't need to make everyone happy. i don't know that that's what you're trying to do, but i'm just saying. people will take time and write stupid little things in your journal. part of life is learning that some people are just put there as road blocks. you also need to learn how to control your feelings and be able to block out that part. one thing i don't think your friends and yourself realise is that you telling these people to stop and everything is just making them want to do it more. they may think those things, but you don't need to waste your time. it doesn't matter who it is. yeah i would probably want to know who it was too, but don't worry about it. if they're saying all these things to you on here, you can probably pick out of your friends who thinks what or whatever. you have your close friends. don't worry about people who leave comments, or anyone else says things like that. just don't waste your time. and don't bother writing entries about it. it just shows that it does bother you which will probably end with them writing even MORE. and don't do anything stupid over what these people or anyone else is saying. suicide, self mutilation. shit like that is dumb. nothing good comes out of it. self mutilation? you inflict even MORE pain on yourself than you already have. It makes things worse.

love you sweetpea.

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gossip_kills_me May 9 2005, 21:25:46 UTC
thanks who ever u are...you made me realize alot...u sound like someone i know really well or someone i wanna become real close to.

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anonymous May 10 2005, 03:05:46 UTC
haha, you are don't worry. we don't see each other very often, but i'm always here. that's what friends are for, right? :)

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gossip_kills_me May 10 2005, 09:49:55 UTC
Kristy?

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