Happy Thanksgiving?
Well, this will be my first non-private entry in quite some time. I'll probably make another private one after this but i might as well let everyone know I am still alive. I've been home since Tuesday night. It's been just as uncomfortable and unpeaceful as I thought it would be. My mom came over Wednesday night and started in on me. Then on Thanksgiving she finished the job. Let's just say Thanksgiving was very uncomfortable and on two different occasions in the same night I was balling my eyes out. I am soo sick of this. I am so sick of coming home. I am trying to figure out how to avoid home for winter break entirely or at least as much as possible but I am kinda low on funds so that makes it difficult. I just wish it wasn't like this.
Yesterday was pretty good. I saw Amy which was nice. I don't think I laugh as much with anyone besides her. However, when I got home I found out my dad was in the hospital because he was having chest pains. I don't know what's worse...teh fact that he had to be rushed to the hospital or the fact that I am so inadequate as a daughter that I didn't even know how to deal with it.
I am going back to Columbia tomorrow morning. I wish this created a sense of relief but it doesn't. Columbia has its own set of troubles. I kinda wish I could just go somewhere and be calm and peaceful and at ease. These last 4 months have been so incredibly difficult....
I hope everyone is enjoying family, friends and free time.
Yesterday was pretty good. I saw Amy which was nice. I don't think I laugh as much with anyone besides her. However, when I got home I found out my dad was in the hospital because he was having chest pains. I don't know what's worse...teh fact that he had to be rushed to the hospital or the fact that I am so inadequate as a daughter that I didn't even know how to deal with it.
I am going back to Columbia tomorrow morning. I wish this created a sense of relief but it doesn't. Columbia has its own set of troubles. I kinda wish I could just go somewhere and be calm and peaceful and at ease. These last 4 months have been so incredibly difficult....
I hope everyone is enjoying family, friends and free time.