On a Scale of 1 to 10, how serious am I?

Mar 07, 2011 02:42

Really now. Just because i joke around too much, does this mean that i'm not at all serious? D:

I'm tired of having to explain to people, when I say something, I really mean what I say.

I don't expect you to understand,
I don't expect you to empathize.

I just want you to know. However you decide to morph my words into, or shape your own conspiracy theories around it, I have no control over.

And you should know, because when push comes to shove- you can't say I never told you. I clarified, you just didn't choose to trust my words.

The only side I ever take is my own. Should I lean towards a certain party, is because I empathize with them more. Show me a different side, I'll rebalance the scale because I know how unfair it is to only see from one perspective. I've been through this so many times, being the victim(mostly) and the bystander. Its getting old.

We're human beings. We're social animals. Man invented communication, please use it.

It seems this has been the one thing that has been consistantly looping around my life and I really need to get it off my chest; A shitstorm is bound to happen, no matter who I hang out with. Everyone ends up thinking the same, and people with disagreements form factions. I'm so sick and tired of people misjudging me. When are people going to know that I hate taking sides?

I'm not targeting anyone specifically, and sorry if it sounded offensive, I just felt that this is one huge case of dejavu just dying to happen again and I couldn't think of phrasing it in a nicer manner without it losing its meaning. God, I'm so cranky these days, no thanks to school.

*Mainly, this post just serves as a reminder to myself should I stray from my dogma.
Fuck double standards.

life

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