Mar 22, 2010 03:30
Should I live life like its a game of poker? Play the right cards, masking my true expressions to manipulate everything around myself to get what I want,
Or should I live life the way little goody two shoes people live em? Because, fuck it all- being the one at the receiving end all the time is making me weary.
Something went wrong somewhere. And I think its too late for correction.
.....If this is all what, quote those christians: "A test from God" then ok. God wins. I fail. Screw this test. I want out. Hell looks like a better option any day. kthxbai.
....I really want to just drop everything. And leave. Forever.