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In all honesty, I think a lot of people don't like me.
I don't give people reasons not to like me.
Why do I feel so awkward/uncomfortable around groups of people that I used to openly talk to?
I feel as if I've distanced myself so much from everyone that I don't belong anymore.
I suppose that's my fault.
I've become dependent upon Dustin in social situations; I don't ever want him to leave my side in fear that I'll be left standing alone even though I know other people that are around.
How have I become so antisocial?
I can't even talk to my best friends that I've known since grade school without feeling anxiety.
I can't even talk to my sisters on the phone when they call.
...Or even my biological father.
I just don't know what to talk about with people anymore.
Why do I dread verbal conversations with anyone other than my parents and Dustin?
Something is seriously wrong with me.
I don't give people reasons not to like me.
Why do I feel so awkward/uncomfortable around groups of people that I used to openly talk to?
I feel as if I've distanced myself so much from everyone that I don't belong anymore.
I suppose that's my fault.
I've become dependent upon Dustin in social situations; I don't ever want him to leave my side in fear that I'll be left standing alone even though I know other people that are around.
How have I become so antisocial?
I can't even talk to my best friends that I've known since grade school without feeling anxiety.
I can't even talk to my sisters on the phone when they call.
...Or even my biological father.
I just don't know what to talk about with people anymore.
Why do I dread verbal conversations with anyone other than my parents and Dustin?
Something is seriously wrong with me.