whoa! long post.
i hope everyone had a good new years eve.
i'm happy.
i've been happy, but i just thought of a friend that passed away two years ago. on new year's day, he told me that he liked to listen to thursday's "jet black". i just thought of the song and it reminded me of him. he didn't have a very close relationship with God and that scares me...but i won't talk about that. it makes me too sad and i'm sure nobody else wants to read something sad. i just miss him and i hope he's being taken care of in Heaven.
anyway! i won't be a teenager for too long. i've got a tight grip on time right now. haha. i don't want to be 20!! i've only got 16 more days to live it up as a teenager. poop. egh...20 sounds so old. hi...i'm brittany and i'm 20. =S
a lot of people have a birthday this month. they're usually from the 10th thru the 18th, too. weird. that's because january is only the most awesome month on earth. actually, i think december is...but january comes in a good, stable second. ha.
my mom thinks i have an eating disorder. i gained two pounds! i gained two pounds after i've been eating 600-700 calories less than my allowed intake and exercising beyond that. it better be water weight. i had a hard time arguing that i don't have an eating disorder after i told her that. ha. but, i still don't think it qualifies me for an eating disorder if i watch my calories and exercise. it's called staying healthy! just because i've lost over 20 pounds, that doesn't mean that it's time to eat like everyone else. i'm going to maintain this if not lose a little bit more...because i can afford to. *sigh* our lady peace said it right...every calorie is a war (ha. our lady peace...memories).
well, i certainly hope everyone has a good new year's day and a good new year. i put this up as my aim away message, but nobody talks to me on aim anymore...i guess because my connection stinks so horribly...so, i'll say it again in here, because it's a good message:
here's to another year we've been blessed to be alive, and a year ahead to spread love and be happy and try our best to live like we're supposed to live...according to the word of our Lord.
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i'm happy.
i've been happy, but i just thought of a friend that passed away two years ago. on new year's day, he told me that he liked to listen to thursday's "jet black". i just thought of the song and it reminded me of him. he didn't have a very close relationship with God and that scares me...but i won't talk about that. it makes me too sad and i'm sure nobody else wants to read something sad. i just miss him and i hope he's being taken care of in Heaven.
anyway! i won't be a teenager for too long. i've got a tight grip on time right now. haha. i don't want to be 20!! i've only got 16 more days to live it up as a teenager. poop. egh...20 sounds so old. hi...i'm brittany and i'm 20. =S
a lot of people have a birthday this month. they're usually from the 10th thru the 18th, too. weird. that's because january is only the most awesome month on earth. actually, i think december is...but january comes in a good, stable second. ha.
my mom thinks i have an eating disorder. i gained two pounds! i gained two pounds after i've been eating 600-700 calories less than my allowed intake and exercising beyond that. it better be water weight. i had a hard time arguing that i don't have an eating disorder after i told her that. ha. but, i still don't think it qualifies me for an eating disorder if i watch my calories and exercise. it's called staying healthy! just because i've lost over 20 pounds, that doesn't mean that it's time to eat like everyone else. i'm going to maintain this if not lose a little bit more...because i can afford to. *sigh* our lady peace said it right...every calorie is a war (ha. our lady peace...memories).
well, i certainly hope everyone has a good new year's day and a good new year. i put this up as my aim away message, but nobody talks to me on aim anymore...i guess because my connection stinks so horribly...so, i'll say it again in here, because it's a good message:
here's to another year we've been blessed to be alive, and a year ahead to spread love and be happy and try our best to live like we're supposed to live...according to the word of our Lord.
Edit:
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