May 21, 2006 13:05
I had the strangest night last night.
Was that real? Or an illusion?
I hate myself for what I have done.
It was out of my control.
I hate mind altering substances.
With that person!? Anyone but him.
I hope she was satisfied.
I felt dirty. The problem is... I enjoyed it also.
God help me.
I need one of my people to come online.
I need to talk to someone.
S.O.S