Dec 09, 2005 00:28
So it is interesting to try and figure out my life when I don't really even want to live it. Now don't take that the wrong way, it isn't like I want to die or anything that drastic. I just wish that someone else could live my life so I don't have to worry about the small things that go wrong or right in my life. Does that make any sense to you people???
I guess there isn't much point in asking, no one reads this so I guess no one would answer the questions I ask anyway.
I always wonder if maybe there are like "secret readers" of my live journal. Like, is there someone that reads this thing like it is their life source?? Probably not, I don't even read my friends journals that closely. I guess I kind of wish that there was. I mean that is a little bit scary but at the same time it would be kind of fun. KNowing someone wanted to know what was going on in your life. Just knowing someone cared enough to check up on you and make sure you were really doing well, know what I mean??? Oh, there I go asking no one those same questions.
I can't wait until my life turns around again. I am just ready to be moving on to the next step of my life. Or maybe I am not and I only think that I am and that is why I am living in this rut. Man, I think I confuse myself more than anything ever!!!
Give life a chance, you never know what will happen.
Revelation 11:3 ...........And I will give power to my two witnesses, and they will prophesy for 1,260 days, clothed in sackcloth.