If you have a bad day...
I promise that will be the first and the last entry like that
Do you feel bad sometimes ? Everyone does. Usually funny things, including JE, makes me feel better. But what if JE makes you feel bad ? Don't get me wrong, I love the fandom. But if I think I'll never meet Ryo sometimes it really pisses me off. I know, I know that I should think wise and clearly. But sometimes I can't. If only I was normal..I perfectly know that everything I see is only a media image and the reality could be completely different. So why do I have such strong feelings ? I know idols are different from normal people. But when I see Ryo I forget he's a star. Stupid, I know. Usually I act normal. Ryo, give me back my sanity, my brain, my vision about guys.
I guess I should shut up now :P I'm just not feeling well, not only because of Ryo. Gomen..