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my friend john is leaving for the marines on monday.
It's really hard not to cry.
He threw a "going away" party tonight.
when he dropped me off, I warned him I was going to cy.. and when he got out of his car I started crying really hard. I thought I was going to choke. I couldn't breath when I was hugging him.
If anything bad happens to him in the marines.. I'm going to kill myself.
I MISS YOU ALREADY JOHNNNNNNNNNN.♥
goodluck&bestwishes.
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do.
Light up...
Slower, slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads
Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
♥
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never forgot the time you made me feel alive
when death was on my mind
or when you held onto me
when the world let me fallbehind
you were love to me rather than just a word
*a friend was all you were*
and it changed my heart
stood next to me through the storm
felt the wounds and kept me warm
something i had never seen before
and i thank you
It's really hard not to cry.
He threw a "going away" party tonight.
when he dropped me off, I warned him I was going to cy.. and when he got out of his car I started crying really hard. I thought I was going to choke. I couldn't breath when I was hugging him.
If anything bad happens to him in the marines.. I'm going to kill myself.
I MISS YOU ALREADY JOHNNNNNNNNNN.♥
goodluck&bestwishes.
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do.
Light up...
Slower, slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads
Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
♥
♥
♥
♥
♥
♥
♥
♥
♥
♥
♥
♥
never forgot the time you made me feel alive
when death was on my mind
or when you held onto me
when the world let me fallbehind
you were love to me rather than just a word
*a friend was all you were*
and it changed my heart
stood next to me through the storm
felt the wounds and kept me warm
something i had never seen before
and i thank you