Mar 06, 2005 19:07
rehersal is soo long and tiring, even though i really dont do nething but watch the last scene and cry my eyes out. but as much as the other kids in school (that r )NOT involved with the show, would never even think of coming to school on the weekends, but i love it, i cant stand my house at all, my mother is NEVER home and when she is all she does is yell ... im sooo tired of it. annnddd when u have the biggest love for a cast member, it aint too bad ... ;) we had small conversations today, i enjoyed it b/c i had an orgasm, jk lol. <3333
another note, mike's (not <3) partay was fun, except for the fact that all this drama was started and carried on between people. do you know the stupidest little things start fights?? i fucking swear the STUPIDEST convo's, actions, etc. it actually worries me, b/c during the disagreement, u try to work things out and nobody wants too, CRAZY!! and i just have to get this off my chest, but ever since i stopped hanging out and, actually, talking to this one person,whom i was very closed to{;)}, i have become the happiest person, idk i really dont feel tied down to all their crap, I LOVE IT. haaa its strange but if u "best friends" keep talking shit and fighting over little things, sry to break it to u, but you could be soo much happier not around them, and then in some cases u won't, i guess it depends...
ok well Milton is fucking pissing me off, soo im off!!
Eyes Were Watching God --> tonite 9 pm abc (watch it!!!)
o and andrew LOVE ur mom!
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