nobody's laughing, nobody's crying
So my life is... a life. I have started going back to school, it will only be for a couple of weeks, but I suppose it's good for me. I can't talk to people, I have trouble doing so. It's not that I don't feel I belong, its that.. ha or maybe it is that. I just prefer to listen, not talk. The way some people act still surprises me. I think I need more social interaction though, maybe. As you can see, I am wishy washy about the whole thing.
Today was wonderful though. After I came home from "school" I went with miss Cassandra to ask the police what their policy was for "street performing" in town. What I wanted to do I wouldn't exactly call street performing... but maybe I would, I am making art on the street for the public to see, i guess that's it. I wanted to chalk in front of businesses. They said it's not up to them, but hte business yada yada yada... we went to shaws plaza... they couldn't give us an answer and said they would call us later to tell us if it was allowed. We are impatient girls so we went outside and just started. I got as far as an outline when the cell phone rang, it was the plaza telling us we couldn't chalk. what the hell... it's chalk, it washes away... I finished it... or at least made it kinda okay looking anyway. I couldn't just leave this half done work on the ground, i had to finish it. Now there is a mime looking figure staring at a random heart on the ground near fashion bug. kind of out of the blue... i did this chalk festival thing last weekend and liked the way people reacted to it...i thought it would be fun to do it for people to see again... derry kinda stinks, there is no art what-so-ever... ah well. After this casey and I played a new made up game called "yarning it up," we discovered it after being bored with knitting. It was ridiculously fun despite its stupidness.
I also have a new amazing friend named tanya, she has cancer, she is fighting it, she is wonderful. carrie introduced us to eachother. Carrie is a saint. She is now tanya's chemo angel. it's sad to think that carrie has another little cancer darling, but at the same time ridiculously awesome becuase I am better. I really love both of these women. There has really been only one other friend I can talk to about things, but now that I've met tanya I can share and help her too.
I am happy... i used "ridiculously" twice in this post
Today was wonderful though. After I came home from "school" I went with miss Cassandra to ask the police what their policy was for "street performing" in town. What I wanted to do I wouldn't exactly call street performing... but maybe I would, I am making art on the street for the public to see, i guess that's it. I wanted to chalk in front of businesses. They said it's not up to them, but hte business yada yada yada... we went to shaws plaza... they couldn't give us an answer and said they would call us later to tell us if it was allowed. We are impatient girls so we went outside and just started. I got as far as an outline when the cell phone rang, it was the plaza telling us we couldn't chalk. what the hell... it's chalk, it washes away... I finished it... or at least made it kinda okay looking anyway. I couldn't just leave this half done work on the ground, i had to finish it. Now there is a mime looking figure staring at a random heart on the ground near fashion bug. kind of out of the blue... i did this chalk festival thing last weekend and liked the way people reacted to it...i thought it would be fun to do it for people to see again... derry kinda stinks, there is no art what-so-ever... ah well. After this casey and I played a new made up game called "yarning it up," we discovered it after being bored with knitting. It was ridiculously fun despite its stupidness.
I also have a new amazing friend named tanya, she has cancer, she is fighting it, she is wonderful. carrie introduced us to eachother. Carrie is a saint. She is now tanya's chemo angel. it's sad to think that carrie has another little cancer darling, but at the same time ridiculously awesome becuase I am better. I really love both of these women. There has really been only one other friend I can talk to about things, but now that I've met tanya I can share and help her too.
I am happy... i used "ridiculously" twice in this post