Update
Well well I guess its time to update. I been talking to Amanda for sometime. She has a lot going for her but hardly anything at the same time. I am happy for her because she is going to school. She is going to school for cosmotology. Also she is starting to believe in God now. I wish she would have when she was with me because we would still be together. Now you may thing I don't believe in God because of my tattoos you may see on my myspace. But I do believe in God. I know Amanda needs help. I can forgive her for what she did to me because I see her maturing a lot. I mean she has to earn my trust back but I think God will bless us. I know that one day this Nick guy will make her cry so bad she may try and kill herself, run away, or do the whole crying in the corner of a room in her room at her parents house and won't come out. But you know what will happen when that day comes? I will be there! I will be the one sitting next to her in that corner while she cries. I will rub her back and tell her I love her and say everything is going to be fine because I will take care of you. I know that day is coming. Its all a matter of time.
Anyways I can't wait to move to California. I hate living here in Georgia. When I get to Fresno I will be so happy. When I was in the Navy I bonded with this one guy from Fresno. We been through so much together! He has a temper though. I mean he is half Italian and half Mexican lol of course he will have one. But he is funny and we had a blast! Thats really the only reason why I miss the Navy. I wanted to see the Fresno Falcons but they could not afford to keep the team running so they shut it down. DAMN!! I love hockey and as soon as I get to a place that has it they shut the team down!
I hope to get a job soon. I hate not having one and I am always looking. I am tired of doing nothing in this small town. Thank God for tv! haha I watch Roseanne, Sanford and Son, That 70's Show, The Hills and George Lopez all the time. There isn't much to do here! Well there isn't anything to do here! Delta airlines, Fresno (Clovis)...expect to hear and see from me soon! I am coming! I am never giving up on my dream!!
Anyways I can't wait to move to California. I hate living here in Georgia. When I get to Fresno I will be so happy. When I was in the Navy I bonded with this one guy from Fresno. We been through so much together! He has a temper though. I mean he is half Italian and half Mexican lol of course he will have one. But he is funny and we had a blast! Thats really the only reason why I miss the Navy. I wanted to see the Fresno Falcons but they could not afford to keep the team running so they shut it down. DAMN!! I love hockey and as soon as I get to a place that has it they shut the team down!
I hope to get a job soon. I hate not having one and I am always looking. I am tired of doing nothing in this small town. Thank God for tv! haha I watch Roseanne, Sanford and Son, That 70's Show, The Hills and George Lopez all the time. There isn't much to do here! Well there isn't anything to do here! Delta airlines, Fresno (Clovis)...expect to hear and see from me soon! I am coming! I am never giving up on my dream!!