Fucking difficulties
Ok, heres the story. I was wikid good friends with Megan and Had a big crush on her and all. She came over occasionally and I talked to her on the phone alot. Ainge liked her too...She now likes Ainge. One big problem...Big problem. Other than me being emotionally ripped to pieces. I dont hang out with my friends girlfriends. I dont talk on the phone with my friends girlfriends. Never did. Never wanted to. SO if they date...where does that leave me? Them happy yes. Thats a good side even if its at the circumstance of me wanting to fucking skewer myself with a jagged pole. So am I losing a friend....All I know is things are gonna change and not for the better.