gah! finally after a few weeks of digging through gender, trans gender, sex characteristics and other things a conversation in genderqueer heats up to the point where people are using some terms and talking some complexities that are sending me sideways through google searches to find out what they're talking about.
it makes me happy to see other people talking from a point of such comfort with things that show facets of what my head is doing. i'm dead fucking set on getting my head sorted on this. i'm trying to stop vanishing off the face of the planet from time to time, it's fucking pissing me off. sorting myself out on this is critical.
also, though i couldn't call in to work for a day without a gay, i did yank 80 from my bank account. i heard about it too late though to really plan. it's always the same though, when one dials into something allready in progress. you see the stuff currently at bat and then are able to get into the lineup.
also the leader for the revolutionary communist party is a fucking spazztard. 138 words in a fucking sentence. the man needs to chill the fuck out.