more motland than motland

Aug 22, 2006 21:32

XD

if it wasn't so *un-metal* i'd get a hug counter.

:d hugs rock.

clown practice rocked tonite. there was much talk of developing ideas and now we've got:

1. cannibal jack
-->stonefaced leader that get's shit
2. date rape-->
-->depressio rapes the unconcious
5. [he's got a name but it's long and strange]
--> the stooge [slapstick]
7. [name tbd]
-->bipolar zombie twoface dominatrix
2. anger management
--> angry clown. fear of lepracauns[green]. beats things with a [chicken head mace?]

we're working on it. we've added a fear to each and an overal personality type [aka above]. now we just need to do some *mad* improv to get a common energy flowing.

i hooked up with my friend in hawaii and appologized today. not sure for what. i suppose not talking to him and straightening things out after someone set his impressions wrong and i was too pissed that he swallowed it to fix it. the beginning to this mess is clear. the end to this stupid saga is playing itself out. what the hell timezone difference is there to that place.

in all things. it's time to take more of the red pill. period. fuck this job and this life. the twilight of an era is moving to it's dawn. *damn* the sun moves slowly

i need a new lesson in how to carpe diem. fuck that i need to know how to sieze the DARK day. *rawr*. there's so much to sieze. how can one grow as a person in places where one's never had groundwork when everything else has more bricks being put into place whether or not it's supervised.

omg overload

a friend is talking of whimsicaly joining a church. mostly for the architecture. this made me reflect and realize that with the purging of all my blood ties i've finally purged the religious origins from my life.

i'm no longer a @!#%!ing recovering catholic. nice. now all my troubles are of my own making. what is made from the self can be banished by the self. in bricks of my own creation. walls that are as transparent as i need them to be. or banished with a flex of will.

i'm convinced atlantis existed. i'm sure that if i talk to my geologist friend jake he'll have known of a rock formation that forms around lava vents that is fragile as fuck and crumbles under pressure.

what's to stop this to have happened on a massive scale. things were larger in the past, right?

the universe didn't start from a big *bang* how REDICULOUS that is. it's all like there was NOTHING right? and then there was this really really big BANG, yanno? like this really huge EXPLOSION! b-b-b-b-b-b-BANG! omg! everything's coming around now! fuck this perfect energy n to the 10th degree!!! we don't need that shit!

it's a lot more concievable that we're just at the ass end of a black hole. i mean. everything's shit right? poetic that.

k. brain dump complete. all done now.

brain dump

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