Entropy of the Senses
Everything is out of whack in life. It's crazy. I kind of feel like I'm in 3rd player mode in some horrid high-school video game. (lemme tell you, the creators of this game suck.) Gah. I have no idea what is going on anymore! It's slightly psychotic. Bleh.
I'm quite excited for the BM show on the 28th. I really wanna see them and talk to them. But the only bad thing is this kid named Luigi might go to see em JUST cos I'm going. I know it's sickly cute and shite, but no. BM is the band I go to see to be someone else, er, be myself. I mean he is nice, but SO fucking annoying. Too touchy feely. I hate that. If it's Megan or Jessie then it's fine cos I know it's a joke, but with him I just want to walk away. Also every fuckin day he asks me "Are you ok?" Well, no, but it's none of his buisiness.
And when he broke up with his girlfriend he'd be soooo annoying tell me. I.really.don't.care. I'm friends with his ex. She's SO nice. I lubs her. And he'd show me pictures of her. I.extreamly.don't.care. Boo-fuckin-hoo. Argh, is this apathy or entropy? I have no idea.
The only thing that is making me happy as of the late is watching movies, reading, and listening to music. Thursday and Friday are gonne be awesome. Halfday on thursday and no school on friday, so I'm going to the city to get some shite for the stuff I'm putting together for the outfit I'm wearing to the BM show. Woot woot
Kay. I'm gonna go and listen to old skoo GC (FIRST CD!) cos that makes me happy. V. happy.
P.S Rachelllllllll! We need to do something this weekend. Sunday day mebbe? We can do the usual. Tee hee hee :D
I'm quite excited for the BM show on the 28th. I really wanna see them and talk to them. But the only bad thing is this kid named Luigi might go to see em JUST cos I'm going. I know it's sickly cute and shite, but no. BM is the band I go to see to be someone else, er, be myself. I mean he is nice, but SO fucking annoying. Too touchy feely. I hate that. If it's Megan or Jessie then it's fine cos I know it's a joke, but with him I just want to walk away. Also every fuckin day he asks me "Are you ok?" Well, no, but it's none of his buisiness.
And when he broke up with his girlfriend he'd be soooo annoying tell me. I.really.don't.care. I'm friends with his ex. She's SO nice. I lubs her. And he'd show me pictures of her. I.extreamly.don't.care. Boo-fuckin-hoo. Argh, is this apathy or entropy? I have no idea.
The only thing that is making me happy as of the late is watching movies, reading, and listening to music. Thursday and Friday are gonne be awesome. Halfday on thursday and no school on friday, so I'm going to the city to get some shite for the stuff I'm putting together for the outfit I'm wearing to the BM show. Woot woot
Kay. I'm gonna go and listen to old skoo GC (FIRST CD!) cos that makes me happy. V. happy.
P.S Rachelllllllll! We need to do something this weekend. Sunday day mebbe? We can do the usual. Tee hee hee :D