Mar 02, 2006 17:51
My icon says never to give up on the things that make you smile. I dont remember where i stole it from but its been there for a while and I really like it.
I never have given up on the things that make me smile. Perhaps thats how i maintain my happiness here witout my baby or any of the friends i had before the navy that still mean the world to me. I feel so bad that i never get to talk to them, you all are only a phone call away but I have let the time go by so long without much contact i feel like you might feel like i forgot and am being a bad friend and maybe dont want to talk to me. Thats just the doubt and fear talking i know, but i still feel horrid about it.
2 friends in particular i cannot stop thinking about right now. One is my friend that i have seen more of the world with than anyone else (just because we traveled together) and the other is the man i know has grown the most in the time i have met him, and that right now he is experincing his own version of what i fear the most of happening to me that of losing my baby my port in the storm veronica. I miss you 2 dearly and am so sorry that i have been a bad friend in the last year since i have joined the navy. I dont know what the likelihood is that either of you (katy or matt) will be reading this but I just wanted to let you two know that i miss you and will always miss you.
Vic