Aug 23, 2003 18:55
last week seemed to last forever, which is odd because time usually flies when one is having such a good time. but to think back to last sunday when i left to go down to aaron's, it seems like forever ago.
my week was chock full of live music. radiohead was awesome, reggie was hilariously entertaining, and aaron and his friends treated me to some awesome jams. i really feel like i need to learn to play something but i haven't the money to invest in any instruments. i wish someone would just give something to me because then i'd feel guilty not to learn how to use it.
on a different note, i've realized i'm at an age where i feel like i'm playing grown-up. aaron and i got an hotel room in philidelphia for the reggie show and it was just strange to be alone in an hotel room without parents. i know that for the past two years i could legally do whatever i wanted, but this actually made that sink in. and with the feeling of pure freedom, the first thing i did when i got into the hotel room was jump on the bed. and i can't help but wonder if that was a sign of immaturity or simply a desire to be fun and care-free. whatever, i had fun.
right now i'm feeling less than perfect. its such a gorgeous day out and i'm so grateful that my desk is facing the window now. if it weren't for the nice day i think i'd be in a worse mood. for some reason i'm having sinus trouble and i feel tired but my eyes don't seem to want to stay closed. i have to work til 12 tonight and get up to work at 8 the next morning. meanwhile, i accidentally scheduled myself to work days i could possibly have jury duty. wednesday shouldn't be a big deal because i think i could get stacy or joe to switch hours with me. on the other hand, it seems as if tuesday could be a real problem. i won't find out if i have to go to court till after five on monday night. i'm wondering if i should take my chances or look for someone to switch hours with me. another option could be to go down to the courthouse on monday and explain that i'm at college and hope they take me off the list. and now i'm just babbling. stoopit anxiety.