pre-teen jitters....

[gorjus_in_green]

(i dunno what this is called....)
It’s been so long since I have
Heard your voice on the phone
It’s been a while since I’ve had
Your arms around me
It’s been so long since we’ve spoken
I wonder how or where have you been
But that’s not the problem that I’m facing solely

Will you or won’t you come back
Coz I’m aching really really so bad

It scares me how much I miss you
It’s like I can’t live a day without you
You are all that’s on my mind
It scares me that you’ve left me behind
It scares me how much I want you here
Holding me close and holding me near
All I’ve wanted is to be with you
It scares me how much I miss you

It’s been so long since I have
Walked with you down the beach
It’s been a while since I’ve had
You loving me
It’s been so long since I’ve seen you
I wonder what you have had gone through
But that’s not the thing that keeps bothering me

Will you or won’t you come back
I’ve been waiting here really really bad

I WISH UPON THE STARS

I look upon the stars at night
And wonder if I’ll ever find
Someone to hold me close
And have our hearts entwined

I wish upon a shooting star
That I’ll find that man someday
Someone to love me true
And just take my heart away

I look upon the stars at night
And pray that I’d never hurt
There’s too much for me to take
That I don’t need pain but comfort

I wished upon a shooting star
And now you stand before me
But I was too scared to show myself
But I’ve never been so happy

I looked upon the stars at night
And now it has come true
But then I just cannot pretend
I have to say how much I love you

I had wished upon a shooting star
And now i’ve lost my only chance
I’ve lost him to someone else
But i won’t give up in this romance

I’ll look upon the stars at night
And wish that someday maybe
My true love will come back to me
If we’re really destined to be

i was a really really hopeless preteen :-\