je deteste ma vie...
i can't seem to do anything right anymore... i try to please everyone but my attempts seem to backfire...it's hard when you have friends who can't be friends...or else when you make promises you can't keep... that's the ultimate BETRAYAL... i know... i tried to keep a promise to one person by breaking a promise to another... and if i kept that other promise i wud've had to break the other one... ugh.... life is so complicated... having many friends makes your life complicated... especially when they're NOT in good ties... look, i love you guys, but it's so hard to keep you satisfied... i'd be angry too if i was in ur shoes... but i don't need you to throw all this crap in my face... i have a brain, i understand that i made a mistake... i really don't care if you get mad coz i've apologized and said my part of the story... all u need is to understand... or not... i'd understand still...