Nov 02, 2005 14:52
I keep letting them pile up. I have no spoons left and the task just seems too big to tackle after a long day.
So yeah.
For some reason, Stephanie and I both thought that our Art History test was on Friday and today when we got to the union and said hello to Aaron, who was tabling, which i was planning on doing until... Surprise, he informed us that the test was today! It suuuuucked. I got almost 30 minutes of studying in for a test that I was planning on studying for over the next 2 days. I think I did alright considering though. Blah.
I have a meeting tonight for Hall Gov't tonight that I REALLY don't want to go to. I am hating H.G. so much right now, its so unnecessarily stressful, and pointless. No one comes to anything we do. The RA's hate us for reasons beyond my control. No one really cares. Blah again.
I guess I am feeling pretty rotten right now. Its weird that I need to write in my LJ to figure that out. For some reason, I always assume that I'm ok and happy until I give myself a reason to think otherwise. Isn't that strange? I guess I'm not very self aware. I need to sit down and assess whats going on to figure out how I feel. Perhaps I'd be better off just going through life fooling myself into being happy? What? I don't know. My brain is mush, damn Art History.
Things look ok for the rest of the week though. That test is out of the way, I guess. I don't really have any work to worry about for a while. I get to take money (which i haven't had in a LONG while) out of the bank tonight. I'm excited to see Kontroll at the Sleeb. And I think, if I play my cards right, I may pay a visit to All Saints, which always lifts my spirits.
Ho Hum, I need to go check the books for the meeting.
Sometimes you just need a hug...