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Apr 05, 2005 18:05

as i stare at thees fall walls that make up my domain i can only think of you your sweet kisses you beautiful smile and you love and caring heart. but now its like i have lost all intrest in life itsself now its like why fight to live when your just living to die, i think i ve got y sign its clear to me now even though the truth hurts i guess i got what i wanted. its like im cursed i will never truly be happy because it seems all the girls i want i cant have you i guess this is my punish menat just when you think you're going to make it HERES JHONNY!!! ill miss the wya we sayed on the phone all night then wake up in the mornig just to see each other ill miss staying at the park and bringing you lunch ( even though i got it messed up ) ill miss you being gone for a couple of days then seeing you again and getting butterflyies like the first time we met these are things that i will miss ill miss walking you to class and kissing you watching the other girls stare in envy ill miss making up songs in the middle of the night just put you to sleep ill miss suprising you with gifts and seeing the expression on your face ill miss the cold showers(LoL) these are things that ill miss. at times i want to cry but this anger that i have want let me. its not because im trying to be a man that i cant cry its because i fell that this dude came along ran some game and took the girl of my dreams and the bad part is i cant compete with him i could wirte thethe best poem i could write the best song get the greatest gift but he has something ill never have your heart and that is what sadens but yet angers me the most i guess dreams do come true but some just turn into nightmares well you'll always be in my heart and remember theses words before you go to sleep. goodnight sweet princess and let flights off angles sing thee to thine rest.

" i fear that i am ordinary just like everyone. to lie here and die among the sorrows. "

love

b
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