Apr 02, 2005 17:18
you see I've waited a long time, and now the time has come, is this it, some one please give me a sign or let me know. i think it is because as days go on my i find my self dying to live in stead of living to die, i find my self drifting off into an everlasting dream where me and you meet, i find myself wondering about you constantly, i dont know what it is but its like when im with you evreything surrounding us seems to fade away, could that be my sign, because if loving you is wrong i dont want to be right, they say the grass is greener on the other side, but what about the sky. my grass is green but my days are darker than usual. its like i find my self loving you but the feeling is not mutual, so how can this be,is that my sign, is that my sign to let go of everything that i 've waited so long for. see becasue what you fell to understand is that you are all i want and need. i dont think you feel the same and that is what sadens me the most. i know it hasnt been that long but to me it seems like forever, but you know i didnt know forever ended so soon. i know it takes time, but as time gose on it seems as if you're fading away, im i wrong. OH SOMEONE PLEASE GIVE ME A SIGN! i cant help but feel this way, am i doing something wrong please let me know becasue i cant stand the thought of being without you, see your lips have this life giving touch, and you smile is like this ray of hope, you are what keeps me going each day, with out you i might as well just give up.
love b