well well well who knows.
im so weird. and last night made me realize that. just weird in the sense that i didnt know what was going on and my thoughts were just all over the place. i didnt know what to say to anyone but i had so much to say. i dont know how to feel about anything. & every conversation went no where to me, it was just a bunch of words and sentences. even though i was "impaired" at the time, its kind of how i always am, confused and not knowing what is going on with me. but, uh, good trip.
ahhh, i cant even say what i feel anymore, i dont...TO ANYONE. which is a completely different me. I may or may not go crazy if im not already? i guess i just dont trust anyone anymore, well i know i don't. oh well, these changes could be for the better.
i just need to get the fuck out moreeee, stop thinking so much and liiiiiive so who is with me!!! ITS FUCKING OCTOBER, best month. hayride...immediately.
ahhh, i cant even say what i feel anymore, i dont...TO ANYONE. which is a completely different me. I may or may not go crazy if im not already? i guess i just dont trust anyone anymore, well i know i don't. oh well, these changes could be for the better.
i just need to get the fuck out moreeee, stop thinking so much and liiiiiive so who is with me!!! ITS FUCKING OCTOBER, best month. hayride...immediately.