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if i'm not careful, i could fuck up the best thing in the whole entire world. i just couldnt bear doing that. i can't lose him. he means everything to me. i just miss him so effing much it hurts. i cant wait til my birthday. no not because its my birthday. not cuz i'm getting my permit. not cuz i get presents and money. i could care less about all that. but its because i get to see zach on my birthday! ughh it will be the best birthday present i could ever get. i love him so much<3