never will be
what you want, physically or spiritually.
I get upset when affection is withheld.
So congratulations, you win, whatever you want.
Gaining back the weight I wanted, but not exactly in the places I wanted it.
Holding higher standards for myself when I still have not met the lower ones.
Who needs to be appreciated when you have great breasts?
And there they went.
I certainly wish they were brains.
Still can't get out of my mind that finals are over, it didn't work out, stop panicking.
But I'm still anticipating that I need to finish something that I haven't even started and don't yet know what it is.
I need to be either quite a bit smarter or quite a bit dumber, as being somewhere in the middle is just annoying when you consistently fall short and try to blame it on other things. Idiots seem to be very happy, so I'm working on that.
I need something to love that can love me back, be it a puppy or what. The snake depends on me for warmth, and that doesn't count. Whatever I'm loving now doesn't seem to care. I need something else. I want to hold that kitty hiding in my mother's garage, but it's far too scared to be loved right now. I should learn from that.
Watching my little sister's relationships carrying on, it's surprising how young people staple their self-worth onto someone else who they merely point to from across a room and whisper: "that's my boyfriend." And then the complete physical and emotional breakdown that a child faces from the loss of someone in whom they held no true stock. It's just the idea of not having that person anymore. Children do silly things. It's certainly not easy to see things as an outside observer when there is such a strong emotional attachment.
"Aww... that's so cute!!"
I get upset when affection is withheld.
So congratulations, you win, whatever you want.
Gaining back the weight I wanted, but not exactly in the places I wanted it.
Holding higher standards for myself when I still have not met the lower ones.
Who needs to be appreciated when you have great breasts?
And there they went.
I certainly wish they were brains.
Still can't get out of my mind that finals are over, it didn't work out, stop panicking.
But I'm still anticipating that I need to finish something that I haven't even started and don't yet know what it is.
I need to be either quite a bit smarter or quite a bit dumber, as being somewhere in the middle is just annoying when you consistently fall short and try to blame it on other things. Idiots seem to be very happy, so I'm working on that.
I need something to love that can love me back, be it a puppy or what. The snake depends on me for warmth, and that doesn't count. Whatever I'm loving now doesn't seem to care. I need something else. I want to hold that kitty hiding in my mother's garage, but it's far too scared to be loved right now. I should learn from that.
Watching my little sister's relationships carrying on, it's surprising how young people staple their self-worth onto someone else who they merely point to from across a room and whisper: "that's my boyfriend." And then the complete physical and emotional breakdown that a child faces from the loss of someone in whom they held no true stock. It's just the idea of not having that person anymore. Children do silly things. It's certainly not easy to see things as an outside observer when there is such a strong emotional attachment.
"Aww... that's so cute!!"