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....Emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness
And cleanliness is godliness, and god is empty just like me
Intoxicated with the madness, I'm in love with my sadness
Bullshit fakers, enchanted kingdoms
The fasion victims chew their charcoal teeth
I never let on, that I was on a sinking ship
I never let on that I was down
You blame yourself, for what you can't ignore
You blame yourself for wanting more....
- i. just. love. how. the. world. has. no. answers. and. how. we. are. all. screwed.
- i absolutely adore the fact that my two best friends think its amusing to sit in the car for 45 minutes together at my birthday party.
- i think its cool that my friends can only have fun if they are intoxicated.
- it really makes me smile to think my friends show up for 5 minutes to say happy birthday on my birthday party they were supposed to be at.
- its so awesome the way that im always there for you and you cant even show up to my freakin party.
- its amazing how good you can make me feel.
- i just love the way you screw me over.
- i love the way my mom wasted so much money on me for nothing.
- i love the way that i cried in the bathroom at my birthday party.
- i love the way that some girl down the street thinks me being sad was because of her.
- i love the way that my mom thought i was trying to kill my self when i went to change in the bathroom.
- i cant explain how happy it makes me feel to see my friends fucked up.
- i love it when i am so depressed i start to puke when i eat an m & m.
- but most of all... i am so fuckin excited that i am completely alone.
highlight of my party: me ashley and kristen playing LIFE in my room at 2:00 am.