AH fuck
almost two years of effort and i over sleep at the wrong moment... as usaual i rise to the surface showing absolute skill and understanding, i impress all those who who supervise me, i show my skills and ability to lead and i turn the worst line in the building into the best and and most efficient one. you are quite the tame leader they say; though i don't truly work there. and then when they offer me the job they abpologize that they cant pay me more, "though you deserve to be rated as a team leader , becasue thats what you have been doing, we cant make you a team leader becasue your not lcn .. maybe in a few years though." fine i think, at least im getting almost two dollers more and hour. i see the smiles on the faces of everyone around me who feel lucky that theuy were called and offerd the job they have been doing for almost a year .. then i see those smiles torn from their sorry husks as their told that their not qualified. and i think of myself who intends to be around for only a bit more. this is not what i want ... and as soon as i can i'll cast this job off and gett a better one.
and further still, the world around me falls apart .. or closes in. i see trouble on he edges, i see what i want but it tares me in different directions. my job is meaning less if anything, but she is not . my band gets better and better every time were together, but were hardly able to be together. to day i beging to liik for another job in hopes that things will evolve ... and though i hope to have it all, i know something must give. thus is the mening of responsibility doing what needs to be done.i have heared that deamming is for the young, and getting older means acepting that some of those dream will never come true, but this does not mean i cant keep trying, i work hard and pay my bills i deserve to atleast try to suceed.
and further still, the world around me falls apart .. or closes in. i see trouble on he edges, i see what i want but it tares me in different directions. my job is meaning less if anything, but she is not . my band gets better and better every time were together, but were hardly able to be together. to day i beging to liik for another job in hopes that things will evolve ... and though i hope to have it all, i know something must give. thus is the mening of responsibility doing what needs to be done.i have heared that deamming is for the young, and getting older means acepting that some of those dream will never come true, but this does not mean i cant keep trying, i work hard and pay my bills i deserve to atleast try to suceed.