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[goreingorgeous]

i feel so overwhelmed
i really dont have a handle on whats going on anymore
i'm on auto-pilot
just want to etch-a-sketch everything
go back to what i know, or leave it all

trying to attain and sustain happiness has never been so tiring

something completely different:
wife swap on the tv
wiccian family vs redneck boys rule family
this wiccian family is comforting
the community of it, the strangeness of it
i'd probably go nuts with all their prayers to the goddess
but its making me long for something i cant quite put my finger on
or dont quite want to admit.