(no subject)
liek oh-em-eff-gee.
havent been on this shit fer a while yo.
i'm a fucking confused, seemingly lost and pathetic nowadays. (in my head)
i'm a fucking stoner! big time hahahah.
i'm still with shane, i'm contemplateing aboot what i should do with him. i love him tons tho....
he's VERY over obsessive about me.
uhm, i started high school in late january, whoop-de-fucking-doo????
i go to san juan; i'm a fucking loser/loner there HAHAHAA. no one prolly likes meh.
ER, I need weed...I've been sober for fucking almost 2 days.
YEA..I feel ugly. Really ugly. and i hate it :(
IVE BEEN PUTTING MY FUCKING SELF DOWN A LOT LATELY.
it dun matter...it'll pass by.
aaand..let's think, maybe if i feel like it next time, i'll describe how my lifes been since i last wrote my last entry in hurr.
but for now, I need to go.
Shanes calling me. He hates when I'm on the computer, but you know what Shane, if you read this, You don't fucking control me. I don't like you accusing me of doing shit anymore. Because i really don't. I don't do the shit that I did to you before so hopefully you will see/understand my perspective. If anything, all I'm doing wrong is acting like a bitch and putting myself through shit that's not even supposed to happen. But whatever. I've been on for about maybe 5 minutes typing this stuff but mkay. Oh, and I'm super sorry for shit that I've blamed you for..truely. Blah. BLAH BALHLALALHA.
Like the nine inch nails song, "I hate myself for what I've become"-Gave Up.
piece out nigga g yo k-9.
-oh you wonder why it's so late because i feel insomniac but now i'm tired. WET DREAMS.<3
havent been on this shit fer a while yo.
i'm a fucking confused, seemingly lost and pathetic nowadays. (in my head)
i'm a fucking stoner! big time hahahah.
i'm still with shane, i'm contemplateing aboot what i should do with him. i love him tons tho....
he's VERY over obsessive about me.
uhm, i started high school in late january, whoop-de-fucking-doo????
i go to san juan; i'm a fucking loser/loner there HAHAHAA. no one prolly likes meh.
ER, I need weed...I've been sober for fucking almost 2 days.
YEA..I feel ugly. Really ugly. and i hate it :(
IVE BEEN PUTTING MY FUCKING SELF DOWN A LOT LATELY.
it dun matter...it'll pass by.
aaand..let's think, maybe if i feel like it next time, i'll describe how my lifes been since i last wrote my last entry in hurr.
but for now, I need to go.
Shanes calling me. He hates when I'm on the computer, but you know what Shane, if you read this, You don't fucking control me. I don't like you accusing me of doing shit anymore. Because i really don't. I don't do the shit that I did to you before so hopefully you will see/understand my perspective. If anything, all I'm doing wrong is acting like a bitch and putting myself through shit that's not even supposed to happen. But whatever. I've been on for about maybe 5 minutes typing this stuff but mkay. Oh, and I'm super sorry for shit that I've blamed you for..truely. Blah. BLAH BALHLALALHA.
Like the nine inch nails song, "I hate myself for what I've become"-Gave Up.
piece out nigga g yo k-9.
-oh you wonder why it's so late because i feel insomniac but now i'm tired. WET DREAMS.<3