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so... exema sucks... and uhh... even better: new kid plays my positions... so there goes all my hopes of starting on the team ...whatever as much as i dont want to, i might not play ... i promised myself i would never be a junior playing down... i gotta get all this stress an shit out of my life... i already have like a horrible inferiority complex... and i dont think i could walk strait knowing there are people better than me... and that there are people having what i want... i cant deal with that shit... i deal with it enough with my life now... and then next year it will be worse... i either have to beat out jon porior or this D1-allstar .... as much as i try i cant be that good... whatever... i feel like an EmO bitch...(no offence Emock)but whatever... i thought i'd do an update... kuz uhhh.... not having mushroomhead is for poons! haha ummm.... yea whateva....