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A lot has happened since last I posted something. I moved my ass to the hood! I’m living in Baldwin Park as a metaphor for a grain of salt in a sea of pepper. Its alright, Im sharing a one bedroom with Charolatte, my significant udder. Few roaches here and there but no big deal.
For the past five weeks I’ve been spending night after sleepless night working more diligently than ever on projects towards my graduation demo reel to showcase my visual arts work. My focus now for my reel will be environmental design. Digital mediums will be the showcase medium of choice. ANYWAY! FUCK, like I said I’ve been pulling my week long all nighters again and its been easier than normal. I believe a main contribution to my constant productivity and mental stimulation has been my lack of the internet at my new household. I’ve been doing really well without that godamn burden and distraction in my home. Unfortunately since midterms ended this week, I was feeling a little secure and ordered it so you guys should be seeing more of me after next Tuesday. This is all irrelevant!
Something has been happening to me lately. I’ve been in such a constant production oriented mindset, its starting to affect my thoughts outside of this work related religion. In the rare instance I’ve allowed myself to get sleep, which is only Saturday night and Tuesday night, I’ve noticed my work has managed to seep into my subconscious. I often dream of working on my digital environments. I see my 3d layouts before me and I imagine ways of optimizing them to a new level of efficiency, only to awake and find out no work has gotten done, that I’ve only been dreaming of working on my projects.
This morning, Charolatte crawled into bed with me after I laid down for my hour and a half sleep. From what I interpreted after waking up and thinking back, I believe I was massaging her belly to her great satisfaction as I slept. She was enjoying it very much but I believe in my subconscious I was imagining my hand dragging a mouse across its soft cushy pad, once again, optimizing the project I was working on only an hour before.
I haven’t been drawing much at all lately because of the overabundance of focus I have to dedicate towards all this 3d shit. I really am missing it. Though I am in complete control of my actions so I cant really be saying such things like “I wish I could” because I fucking can. I think I will really try to motivate myself to draw some stuff soon. Im sure many of you are thinking, “Oh yay, my commissions! ^^” not exactly. I haven’t drawn for myself in so long. I will always be an artist before a salesman. Your commissions have waited this long, they can wait a little bit more.
I’ve been missing a lot of people lately. Anyone want to hang out over a weekend perhaps? Please!? I needs it! Or at least give me a call, for fuck’s sake I’ve called most of you leaving a message and I get an audio void as a response!
OY! FUCK! I think Im just agitated. Help me ease my pain! Give me some socializing my commerades!
For the past five weeks I’ve been spending night after sleepless night working more diligently than ever on projects towards my graduation demo reel to showcase my visual arts work. My focus now for my reel will be environmental design. Digital mediums will be the showcase medium of choice. ANYWAY! FUCK, like I said I’ve been pulling my week long all nighters again and its been easier than normal. I believe a main contribution to my constant productivity and mental stimulation has been my lack of the internet at my new household. I’ve been doing really well without that godamn burden and distraction in my home. Unfortunately since midterms ended this week, I was feeling a little secure and ordered it so you guys should be seeing more of me after next Tuesday. This is all irrelevant!
Something has been happening to me lately. I’ve been in such a constant production oriented mindset, its starting to affect my thoughts outside of this work related religion. In the rare instance I’ve allowed myself to get sleep, which is only Saturday night and Tuesday night, I’ve noticed my work has managed to seep into my subconscious. I often dream of working on my digital environments. I see my 3d layouts before me and I imagine ways of optimizing them to a new level of efficiency, only to awake and find out no work has gotten done, that I’ve only been dreaming of working on my projects.
This morning, Charolatte crawled into bed with me after I laid down for my hour and a half sleep. From what I interpreted after waking up and thinking back, I believe I was massaging her belly to her great satisfaction as I slept. She was enjoying it very much but I believe in my subconscious I was imagining my hand dragging a mouse across its soft cushy pad, once again, optimizing the project I was working on only an hour before.
I haven’t been drawing much at all lately because of the overabundance of focus I have to dedicate towards all this 3d shit. I really am missing it. Though I am in complete control of my actions so I cant really be saying such things like “I wish I could” because I fucking can. I think I will really try to motivate myself to draw some stuff soon. Im sure many of you are thinking, “Oh yay, my commissions! ^^” not exactly. I haven’t drawn for myself in so long. I will always be an artist before a salesman. Your commissions have waited this long, they can wait a little bit more.
I’ve been missing a lot of people lately. Anyone want to hang out over a weekend perhaps? Please!? I needs it! Or at least give me a call, for fuck’s sake I’ve called most of you leaving a message and I get an audio void as a response!
OY! FUCK! I think Im just agitated. Help me ease my pain! Give me some socializing my commerades!