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[gordoelharloto]

So I blew all of my chances for fixing things. Damn what a mistake though. She is so awesome and pretty and I'm a fool. FOOOOOLISH. Chrizist. Such a bummer. I think the only thing good that's come out of this is that it made me finally see that I have a billion flaws and a billion things wrong with how I treat people and situations. Boy am I paying for it. I need something to get my mind off this.

This is awful. I have no motivation for anything. I'm in my underwear for christ's sake.