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Today was the dance. It went pretty well, the music was actually ok and they had a decent turn out. I had one slow dance with jessie and it made me feel so incredible and yet so depressed. Holding her in my arms was amazing; I could have stayed like that forever. It was like that scene in West Side Story when the whole room disappears as Tony and Maria dance. We didn't say a word, and yet we had a really close connection. It just fit. And God was it depressing. Having that feeling and knowing that she had to feel it and then also knowing that she was too scared or too cynical to let it happen (I'd be interested if anyone has some other explaination). I still have feelings for her, and frankly it is pissing me off!
and even though you don't read these, Happy Birthday Joy!
and even though you don't read these, Happy Birthday Joy!