it starts....
so one of my best friends got engaged this morning...
I am SO so so so so happy for her and she deserves it more than anyone because she is the sweetest person in the world and has more love to give than anyone I know.
HOWEVER, even though I'm not ready for all that (maybe in a couple years), I feel like something is missing from my life...and like there is something wrong with me for not wanting it...
all my friends are going to be getting engaged and married in the next few years and I don't know what I'm going to do. and now I have a wedding to go to in two weeks and brett (somehow) got his 'get out of jail free card' because he's not going to go with me....
I guess I'll just have to occupy my mind with other things...hopefully I'll get to start my new job in kindergarten soon....
xoxo
I am SO so so so so happy for her and she deserves it more than anyone because she is the sweetest person in the world and has more love to give than anyone I know.
HOWEVER, even though I'm not ready for all that (maybe in a couple years), I feel like something is missing from my life...and like there is something wrong with me for not wanting it...
all my friends are going to be getting engaged and married in the next few years and I don't know what I'm going to do. and now I have a wedding to go to in two weeks and brett (somehow) got his 'get out of jail free card' because he's not going to go with me....
I guess I'll just have to occupy my mind with other things...hopefully I'll get to start my new job in kindergarten soon....
xoxo