Jun 25, 2008 00:24
Just floating by in this life of mine. Not sure where to go, what questions to ask. Where to go, and when do I complete this task? Im sitting alone in the living room, probable because I am on the computer. I dont think my girlfriend is very interested in watching me be on the computer and why should she be? I dont mind, she is hanging out talking to her mom.
I am currently not employed. I am not working on Angel Island anymore, which for me is really sad, because I liked it so much. I tried to put so much into my work, and then well. I kinda got fucked. Whether I truly did it to myself, or was fucked out of my position is to be determined. But in any case I am not there anymore. I have been interviewing all over the place, and hopefully somewhere will grab me up. But until then Im sort of just stuck in limbo. It has given me a little bit of time though. A little bit of time to go ahead and think, about where Im at, where Im going and what is to come of this little life of mine.
I have been thinking a lot lately of what has come of my friends so far. I miss them a lot, I should have a cellular telephone very soon. At that time I hope a lot of my friends would still like to talk to me. I laugh at myself a lot, because of course I think a lot of them would. But Then i go ahead and look back, and maybe they dont. So many miscommunications, so much craziness. So much to sort through, Again, I hope all is not lost, we will see.
I am going to get out of here, maybe try on some sleep.