hangama hai kyon barpa....
damn it, I have lost all hope of finding the truth in the this wide world,
mind you, not to be confused with actual efforts, which are still on and will last till I die. I want to find the truth. but the problem is truth is not available to the place where
I look. it is just a few steps ahead, to figure out the solution required lot of effort and
it will not conclude in finding solution but in knowledge that this is not the truth and it lies somewhere else. keep looking. its like endless treasure hunt. you can not leave the game because of shear fun in searching and in mild hope that makes you billionaire, but deep down you know that as the starting of the sentence suggest it is endless and hence no end is in sight. but keep playing. its fun. I hope you find your fun. I know that its easier for you to find yours. mine is little bit harder, but still i am fighting inspired by you. i love you for what you are fighting and to whom you are fighting. just keep fighting. its such an inspiration....just read a sentence....
....dil to karta hai sudhar jau....dil to karta hai sudhar jau...par kya karu...bajuwali aaj fir bhig ke aayi hai.....( replace desires with war and bajuwali with hope, and you will know what i am feeling right now.)
....so things goes like this...first you like rock songs, than you like romentic song, then you like whatever is thrown at you...than you like gazals till you die.....so if you like gazals the end is near....
dont argue, i know logic dont work that way, but still , i need to keep this conversation going, anyhow, with any words to use, any logic, any reason, anything, but just keep doing what you are doing, i will doing what i have kept doing, but just keep doing it....let the world burn....
....please dont make me realise the truth, cause i fear, may be the truth is what i wanted to hide....
its raining.
streets are wet with our footsteps.
noise is filling the ambience.
eyes are looking through unopened windows.
one way, you answered.
sun and raining.
its raining.
.......
why americans talk about making? ( making money ? making love ? making apple pie. ? ) making is creating with yourself. earning is given. taking is given. giving is given. producing is converting. but making is creating. only consciousness can do it. )
.........
what am i searching ? what i keep searching day and night ? why i do not want it to be found ? i am i searching for the places where it will be not found ? ....why i keep repeating ? why the circle is endless ?
.........
faster, faster, faster, faster, no you do not understand, i am not talking about more efforts, nor about more try, trying is bullshit, faster means to cut, all loose ends, faster means loosing it, faster means ignoring the pain, faster means ignoring the consciousness that requires to ignore the pain, faster means you don't give a damn about destination but faster is purpose in itself, faster means all paths are shortcuts, faster do not recognise time for recognition. faster do not wait for derivatives of distance, or velocity, faster is acceleration of acceleration, faster is exponential, faster is the war, faster is bleed till die, faster is when time halts...
.........
..dil khudgarz hai...fisla hai fir hath se....
.......
the body that you feel, the hand that you move, the eye that helps you to read, the mind that help you to convert it to knowledge, the memory that stores it, the logic that uses it, the mind that product it, is not you. you are what that is running faster and faster and fighting that endless war....dont worry wilson, I will do all the paddling, you just hang on a little more...a little more...
..........
my my my
hear hear
loops. loops. loops.
damn it.
My dear friend, after that bloody war, when you found the truth at last, keep it to your self, I am out to bigger one.
.......
...har sans ye kehti hai...hum hai to khuda bhi hai....
let there be god.
mind you, not to be confused with actual efforts, which are still on and will last till I die. I want to find the truth. but the problem is truth is not available to the place where
I look. it is just a few steps ahead, to figure out the solution required lot of effort and
it will not conclude in finding solution but in knowledge that this is not the truth and it lies somewhere else. keep looking. its like endless treasure hunt. you can not leave the game because of shear fun in searching and in mild hope that makes you billionaire, but deep down you know that as the starting of the sentence suggest it is endless and hence no end is in sight. but keep playing. its fun. I hope you find your fun. I know that its easier for you to find yours. mine is little bit harder, but still i am fighting inspired by you. i love you for what you are fighting and to whom you are fighting. just keep fighting. its such an inspiration....just read a sentence....
....dil to karta hai sudhar jau....dil to karta hai sudhar jau...par kya karu...bajuwali aaj fir bhig ke aayi hai.....( replace desires with war and bajuwali with hope, and you will know what i am feeling right now.)
....so things goes like this...first you like rock songs, than you like romentic song, then you like whatever is thrown at you...than you like gazals till you die.....so if you like gazals the end is near....
dont argue, i know logic dont work that way, but still , i need to keep this conversation going, anyhow, with any words to use, any logic, any reason, anything, but just keep doing what you are doing, i will doing what i have kept doing, but just keep doing it....let the world burn....
....please dont make me realise the truth, cause i fear, may be the truth is what i wanted to hide....
its raining.
streets are wet with our footsteps.
noise is filling the ambience.
eyes are looking through unopened windows.
one way, you answered.
sun and raining.
its raining.
.......
why americans talk about making? ( making money ? making love ? making apple pie. ? ) making is creating with yourself. earning is given. taking is given. giving is given. producing is converting. but making is creating. only consciousness can do it. )
.........
what am i searching ? what i keep searching day and night ? why i do not want it to be found ? i am i searching for the places where it will be not found ? ....why i keep repeating ? why the circle is endless ?
.........
faster, faster, faster, faster, no you do not understand, i am not talking about more efforts, nor about more try, trying is bullshit, faster means to cut, all loose ends, faster means loosing it, faster means ignoring the pain, faster means ignoring the consciousness that requires to ignore the pain, faster means you don't give a damn about destination but faster is purpose in itself, faster means all paths are shortcuts, faster do not recognise time for recognition. faster do not wait for derivatives of distance, or velocity, faster is acceleration of acceleration, faster is exponential, faster is the war, faster is bleed till die, faster is when time halts...
.........
..dil khudgarz hai...fisla hai fir hath se....
.......
the body that you feel, the hand that you move, the eye that helps you to read, the mind that help you to convert it to knowledge, the memory that stores it, the logic that uses it, the mind that product it, is not you. you are what that is running faster and faster and fighting that endless war....dont worry wilson, I will do all the paddling, you just hang on a little more...a little more...
..........
my my my
hear hear
loops. loops. loops.
damn it.
My dear friend, after that bloody war, when you found the truth at last, keep it to your self, I am out to bigger one.
.......
...har sans ye kehti hai...hum hai to khuda bhi hai....
let there be god.