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[goozle_man]

and I kinda wanna know,
why you can't love me

I think I sorta see the problem
I wonder if i can imagine the scenario where I just don't

always the boy that wants to get the shit kicked out of him
always the boy that will be left alone again
seeking after girl vampires in the night
ignoring often what I tend to have
when I have the chance to be
without
alone
I kinda wanna know
why you can't love me

I think I sorta see the problem
its almost always me
chasing girl, loving girl, loosing girl
and even now, I sit safe behind keys
tucked sweetly behind the sheets of time
memories fade and fold
I have mine despite myself
and still I live where I pretend I don't know it
can't connect to it like I could the thrill
of loosing you again
and again
alone
and I still kinda wanna know
why you can't love me

cause I have everything
I could have imagined as the ideal
even more
space girls friends and freedom
at yet when I cry it's not for them
it's something in the past
a ghost I let loose and host

and I got nothing against you but my fear
cause every single thing is perfect
they just remind me of being lost
without
along
and still kinda wanting to know
kinda need to know
why you can't love

as if i hadn't realized by now it's me
it's still me
and I don't really know what that's worth
I don't fight to fight
I don't raise my voice to those I love
I raise it to the past
and every single time I was wrong
tired and worn
reading all the signs and wondering why
alone
why you'd be different
but then you are
and I kinda need to know
why you love me