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it's 8:48pm right now and i'm about to go to a party.
but i don't really want to.
ugh. i hate moods like this. i'm tired. need to write an application for a radio show in 3 hours and really want to sleep.
but i can't. i have to:
-write said application. which is turning out to be somewhat of a hassle because i can't think of an essay.
-stop at this party. drink a glass or two of champagne.
-walk to walgreens (basically i could have done one of two things: asked one of my friends for a car but i never feel like i'm good enough friends with people to do something like that or i could have taken the lovebus but then i'd miss the part of the party i'm going to)
-make stuff for the vball team (i dont know why i do it really. i'm not really a part of the team even though i want to feel like it...i do small shit like this so that they can pretend to be my friend and then i still feel left out and i'm also spending money to do somethign taht seems like it comes from both managers when really i'm the only one that's doing it but i'm too nice to say taht i'm the only one doing it.)
- clean my room/put up posters.
- maybe take a shower
-be able to wake up at 6:15 tommorrow.
now i'm even more annoyed. i just found out that my lacoste polo already has a hole in the arm. FUCK. this shirt was fucking expensive. now i'm gonna haveta find someone to sew it back for me.
it's not a good night at all. ugh.
but i don't really want to.
ugh. i hate moods like this. i'm tired. need to write an application for a radio show in 3 hours and really want to sleep.
but i can't. i have to:
-write said application. which is turning out to be somewhat of a hassle because i can't think of an essay.
-stop at this party. drink a glass or two of champagne.
-walk to walgreens (basically i could have done one of two things: asked one of my friends for a car but i never feel like i'm good enough friends with people to do something like that or i could have taken the lovebus but then i'd miss the part of the party i'm going to)
-make stuff for the vball team (i dont know why i do it really. i'm not really a part of the team even though i want to feel like it...i do small shit like this so that they can pretend to be my friend and then i still feel left out and i'm also spending money to do somethign taht seems like it comes from both managers when really i'm the only one that's doing it but i'm too nice to say taht i'm the only one doing it.)
- clean my room/put up posters.
- maybe take a shower
-be able to wake up at 6:15 tommorrow.
now i'm even more annoyed. i just found out that my lacoste polo already has a hole in the arm. FUCK. this shirt was fucking expensive. now i'm gonna haveta find someone to sew it back for me.
it's not a good night at all. ugh.