My reasoning on things
So, I've been questioning something lately: Why did I date Jon? And apparently lots of people have been wondering that, too. In PAW today it was practically dead being that today is the day before exams start and a bunch of us were talking about random stuff and then we got on the subject of dating and how Kyle and I are absolutely adorable together and it's about time that we started dating and blah di blahty blah. Anyways, Jon came into the conversation and Ben turns to me and says "Yeah, why did you even date him?" and then Ocelot says "She doesn't even know why she was dating him." And that's true. I really don't know why I dated him. I think part of it was because I felt sorry for him because of what had happened to him and I know that's a bad reason to start dating someone. When we talked about dating I told him that I liked him
(which I really did) and I said that if he really wasn't ready to date yet then we didn't have to. Bur he said that he was ready. And I think that I was a rebound because of all the shit that happened, basically too much too soon. Pretty much dating him should have only been for 1 month and I spent the 2nd month trying to break up with him. I don't regret dating him. I truly think it was a learning experience and I learned more about what was good/bad and what I liked/didn't like. Ocelot was saying that I really didn't say all that much to him until I started saying that I lked Kyle and started talking about him. I know that I started to like Kyle towards the end of mine and Jon's relationship and I think that the reason I didn't talk to Ocelot was because Jon didn't like him. He was a bit of a control freak and when we broke up I was like "Yay! I can tlak to more people now!" sort of thing. Now I'm glad that that part of my dating life is over. I'm extremely happy with where I am right now:) Now it's like I don't know how I will get to see him in the summersincce I still don't drive (but I hope I learn this summer) and I don't have a job. Just talking on the phone isn't the same. And I should probably go to Renn Faire a couple of times this summer but the problen with that is that my parents don't like stuff like that and I've been begging them to go for a couple of years now. I hope things go well.
On to another thing...I started studying in the lounge and I was on one of the couches that has it's back away from the window. Well, I was laying down on the couch and I was wearing a tank top and I guess my boobs were showing a bit and I think some people were talking about it a bit. Sorry, I didn't realixe it until later. Then I changed my shirt and here I am writing this.
Bye Bye
(which I really did) and I said that if he really wasn't ready to date yet then we didn't have to. Bur he said that he was ready. And I think that I was a rebound because of all the shit that happened, basically too much too soon. Pretty much dating him should have only been for 1 month and I spent the 2nd month trying to break up with him. I don't regret dating him. I truly think it was a learning experience and I learned more about what was good/bad and what I liked/didn't like. Ocelot was saying that I really didn't say all that much to him until I started saying that I lked Kyle and started talking about him. I know that I started to like Kyle towards the end of mine and Jon's relationship and I think that the reason I didn't talk to Ocelot was because Jon didn't like him. He was a bit of a control freak and when we broke up I was like "Yay! I can tlak to more people now!" sort of thing. Now I'm glad that that part of my dating life is over. I'm extremely happy with where I am right now:) Now it's like I don't know how I will get to see him in the summersincce I still don't drive (but I hope I learn this summer) and I don't have a job. Just talking on the phone isn't the same. And I should probably go to Renn Faire a couple of times this summer but the problen with that is that my parents don't like stuff like that and I've been begging them to go for a couple of years now. I hope things go well.
On to another thing...I started studying in the lounge and I was on one of the couches that has it's back away from the window. Well, I was laying down on the couch and I was wearing a tank top and I guess my boobs were showing a bit and I think some people were talking about it a bit. Sorry, I didn't realixe it until later. Then I changed my shirt and here I am writing this.
Bye Bye