wonderful

[gooripirate]

I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it's over when I open them

I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that it's all okay
I laugh aloud so my friends won't know
When the bell rings I just don't wanna go home

Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I don't believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful someday

I don't wanna hear you say
That I will understand someday

Some days I hate everything
I hate everything
Everyone and everything
Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now

third time i'm putting this on a journal thing...and...it's friday morning...