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hi..okay
last night, smitty came round at like 11:30 to talk to me. he'd just broken up with jess. and he was telling me all the stuff they said, and he goes, but i was thinking about you heaps, and when im with jess you were always in the back of my mind, im sitting there, stunned for words... then he goes, but i think im falling for you, my whole body broke out in to the shakes and my knees were knocking, and i was so lucky it was a cold night, and i could blame it on that and say i was real cold, he was saying
you mean heaps to me, and i love you heaps, but everything we have i dont wanna lose it, like Hero by Day, and the talks we have about anything. lol then he said, oh i might sound like a poofta, but take it as slow as you want.. i just smiled. but through it, bec called me, and shes like is this alana? adam gave me your number, (not suprised) they ring me and say all this shit like, whyd you get your firnd to call me a slut and your a slut you know that... your a wanker and a whore, and theyre saying all this shit, m like laughing at em, then theyre like give me that goth chicks number, so i looked through my phone, and gave em the number because chloe, clearly would tell em where to go... chloe has a good head on her shoulders. lol, i knew what would happen though, funny, so they kept ringing her and chloe was on the other ophone to laura, and laura put the twoi phones together and laura yells out "you stupid whores" and all this other shit, then they ring me back asking if it was me, im like wtf? no.. then theyre like oh okay... then we were talking about al lthis shit like going, "oh what are you guys up to tonight" it was blique..
ive just realised that, when laura asks for my opinion, ill tell it to her straight and when she asks for chloes, laura gets cut at her. **sweetheart, everyone has their own opinion, whether you like it or not is up to you, but if you ask for it, your gonna get it, and dispite what she said, you should just let it go, she doesnt have to like him, i dont like him and you know that, cos you asked and i told you, do whatever you have to do by yourself**
okay well, ummm yeah im going out with smitty. the date wont be hard to remember.. i mean its the morning after his birthday..
i told mum, all she said was "oh thats interesting" i was like omg wtf? so is that a goo thing or a bad thing? and she said good thing, but she pointed out that he might wanna go to pubs n shit and not go without me.. isaid mum....its fine. adn i told her about the 'take it slow' thing he said. shes like oh okay, wel im happy for you. it wont be any different, it ill just be like, the label of me being his girlfriend, and ya know...LAURA, CHLOE, TREEZ, ERRYN, WHO EVER ELSE TOLD ME, I KNOW I KNOW.........YOU TOLD ME SO! just thought i'd clear that up.
anyway, going away this weekend, with tammy, gonna try and patch u some shit, she started saying some shit like back, and she was annoyingly copying me, hopefully she got a new role model, like megan....lol. i danno. but yeah. its gonna be okay..
well lots of love to the three people on my list... lol...i dont know anyone else with a livjournal..lol.....hope your all enjoying your holidays