It's about that time
Yes, kiddies...it's about that time of year when the sun starts shining, the birdies they are a chirpin' and I'm tired of feeling like shit (physically and otherwise) all of the time.
It's time for a reclamation...of my health, my mind....my life in general.
Recent events, both professional and personal, culminated in a complete breakdown on Thursday. I'm actually kind of glad it happened. I think it was juat the kind of kick in the ass I needed.
I have not had a single drop of alcohol since.
I have not touched a single drug (aside from vitamins) since.
I have not eaten meat since (tho I have some nice fish in the fridge right now...only really cutting out red meat and that will likely only be for a few months).
I've started cooking again...I forgot how much fun it is. I haven't eaten anything in the past 3 days that I myself have not prepared.
Walking, biking, sit-ups....all the usual shit.
And I feel fantastic. lol
Go figure.
So the diet and excercise portion is underway, now to remedy the other negative forces in my life.
About to take a shower and throw in some laundry then off for a long walk through the city and perhaps see if anyone is hiring at the moment. Really only looking for something to hold me over til I can brush-up the resume and nab a "real" job....but we'll see. I may find something that pays fairly well but that I love...I could handle that.
Perhaps once that is all in place I can find something/someone to help with that whole lonely/empty/dead feeling inside.
Not going to hold my breath on that one just yet tho. lol
werd
It's time for a reclamation...of my health, my mind....my life in general.
Recent events, both professional and personal, culminated in a complete breakdown on Thursday. I'm actually kind of glad it happened. I think it was juat the kind of kick in the ass I needed.
I have not had a single drop of alcohol since.
I have not touched a single drug (aside from vitamins) since.
I have not eaten meat since (tho I have some nice fish in the fridge right now...only really cutting out red meat and that will likely only be for a few months).
I've started cooking again...I forgot how much fun it is. I haven't eaten anything in the past 3 days that I myself have not prepared.
Walking, biking, sit-ups....all the usual shit.
And I feel fantastic. lol
Go figure.
So the diet and excercise portion is underway, now to remedy the other negative forces in my life.
About to take a shower and throw in some laundry then off for a long walk through the city and perhaps see if anyone is hiring at the moment. Really only looking for something to hold me over til I can brush-up the resume and nab a "real" job....but we'll see. I may find something that pays fairly well but that I love...I could handle that.
Perhaps once that is all in place I can find something/someone to help with that whole lonely/empty/dead feeling inside.
Not going to hold my breath on that one just yet tho. lol
werd